Birthday Mom
Akhir-akhir ini gue merasa agak jauh dari keluarga gue. Sekalinya ibu dateng ke kamar gue langsung suka marah-marah ga jelas. I dont know how to control my emotion nowadays even for a very little bad thing happen with me I got emotional. Kaya gue tuh butuh perhatian tapi di sisi lain gue gamau diganggu tuh mau gue kaya gimana sih? Dan gue sebenernya feel guilty so much with my mom bikos kaya yang gue pengen utarain dan yang ibu gue tangkep tuh beda. Gue menyampaikan kekesalan gue and I dont mean to blame her at all karena kerudung gue akhir akhir ini tuh lenyap entah dimana. gue emang nadanya tinggi pas ngomong but its not for her it's just my intonation because I was very upset for losing some of clothes but mom thought that I blame her. What I need to hear from her is "iya kok aneh kemana kok bisa ilang, yaudah nanti besok kita cari sama-sama" that's it tapi permasalahan kerudung itu make my temprament get higher because my mom blame me for being messy, for being un